As Good As It Gets: The Eucharist
I spent more than half my life seeking God, trying to get close to Jesus (failing often). As a newly re-born Christian I read the scriptures daily, prayed fairly regularly, though I never got the "quiet time" down as a daily discipline, my compass (on most days) was trying to point me to true North. I never missed Sunday worship, participated in the body-life of the church, but over time, just had the sense I was missing something. I even thought if I studied theology as hard and intensely as I studied my vocation of medicine, maybe, just maybe, that would be the secret. I gave up pretty quickly on that idea when I realized I really didn't know which theology was the right one. If I was going invest time and energy on a degree in theology, I should be sure which was the right one, but I wasn't sure.